I love working mornings. From where I sit, I get to see the world light up around me. The whole universe seems to become cloaked in a shade of light, and every time I look up, it's brighter. I never see it change; it's like a watched pot. It doesn't change before my eyes; it when my eyes are turned away. I think this is similar to our spiritual lives. We don't necessarily see ourselves changing, and we most certainly don't think we're doing well spiritually, but if you look back at past things you've written, you can see the change. And isn't the point of being a Christian similar to being a blinding light, but our target is Satan?